Crossroads

So basically I am at a crossroads in my life and I dont know what to do.
Because I had to take so much time out of uni last year I dont feel like I can go back. On the downside, my media career comes pretty much to a standstill.
I have no enthusiasm, love or direction and I just dont know what to do with myself next.
In a dream world I would shop, decorate, bake and craft my days away but that's not really going to get me very far. I feel like a dead end job would disappoint those around me, but not quite sure where else I can go.
Whatever decision I make it's going to be so hard, and probably end up being the wrong thing to do!